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Adrienne Medaris
i
am in a funk! yes, a funk! why am i in this funk?
i do not know....
can I try to figure it out? yes. do I want to?
no.
what is my problem? who knows! i do. do i
want to face it? no!
why do i do the things i do? why do i? who knows?
i do. do i want to analyze this? no.
can i just be...??? no! why? because then
you aren't really living!
ugh! life and all it's stuff! i just can't deal
anymore!
why do i want to curl up every night and just do nothing!?
why am i so tired all the time? why can't i
communicate w/people? why do i worry so much about dumb,
stupid things? why can't i stand up for ME?
why do I care so much about others?? why? why?
why?
why do I live MY life for OTHERS? why don't I just live
it for me? since it is my life?
these are questions i deal w/in my head...and I think it is
slowly driving me in insane! ? and do I really care?
I don't really know!
what is standing in front of me that I can't get around?
what is in my way??? why do the fears run the life
of ME???
i'm so tired!!!!!!!!!
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